youre going to be alright....if you baby your z like you say you do then keep doing that...in fact if the accident is gonna drive you crazy than you should do something about what you are going through immediatly like fixing the car....if your girl enjoys riding in the car with you than ask her to help you so you both can get over the entire experience....not only that it will be fun for the both of you maybe even romantic...that way while you both are repairing you can talk about what happened to help you both get over it....kinda like a death in the family....counclers will always tell you its best to talk about what your are dealing with....even though its very serious and disturbing when you almost get hurt and put someone else's life in jeapordy as well, try to do what you can to get passed this....take pictures of the both of you fixing the car, going to get parts to repair, and renovating your machine....hop up some kind of killer ride with mom helpin.....even let mom drive it.....that way when baby comes you can show pictures of you and mom building this toy....you can tell the kid about the accident when he or she gets older if you like because you know this is something you are never going to forget.....I would attack the repair right away....start fixing the car with old girl helping right now ...kinda like riding a horse if you fall off the best thing to do is to hop right back on it or its gonna turn into mind thing like it seems to have already done for you ....and if you never jump on it its gonna always be some kind of phobia everytime you look at the damage of your baby just sitting there.....letting it sit for awhile is basically not a good idea........now as far as the way you are driving, be careful, make sure your tires are legit and drive your car like a show car despite the power your z will have after you are finished building....now one last thing to try and help you get over what happened to you....to test or show off the performance, you need to go the track for that and take ma with you.....she can watch you get timed it will be good for the both of you trust me(dont forget the camera)....just trying to make a little lite of your situation for you man ...hope this motivates and gives you a little uplift and insperation re:your experience....like they said everybody has accidents even the best proffessionals.... im sure youve watched nascar and drag racing where there have been many accidents much worse than yours plus remember nothing man made is garunteed..Start fixing right now....the good lord spared you so do it
00:28:14 12/18/05
